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Oxycontin Withdrawal Stories
Oxycontin
withdrawl [1] (11/23/01 11:43 AM EST)
I
was detoxed from Oxycontin in a hospital that used Buprines
reduction shots over a 3 day period. I had been using 4 to 8
80 milligram Oxys per day for a year and half. It got so bad
I had to drink 40 -60 cups of coffee a day just to be able to
feel my hands and not see double. Finnally I could not take
enough Oxys to get high without nodding out. I am quite fortunate
that I did not die. I made the decision to check into detox
and spent six days their. When I was released I figured it had
been so easy I wondered why I had not done it a long time ago.
I came home (I live alone) and thought I had it licked. One
day later the Oxycontin Hell started. The Buprinex was leaving
my body and I spent three days of literal Hell. IT has now been
36 days since my last dose of narcotics and I am just now beginning
to feel slightly better. The major physical symptoms subsided
very slightly each day over about 10 days with some effects
still lingering. 10 days would have been easy but after about
5 days a major depression kicked in coupled with the worst weakness
and anxiety I have ever known. Every night I went to bed and
thought the next day I would feel better. (IF I could sleep).
It did not change. Each day was exactly like the day before.
IT seemed like it would never end. I did not leave the house
for three weeks. It was agony just to get off the couch. The
biggest thing I did was to go to the store to buy smokes and
this was a major and horrifying experience.
ONe piece of advice: alcohol does NOT help. I do not drink normally
but it got so bad that I would do anything short of using to
eliviate the symptoms if only for a brieg time. Alcohol made
the symptoms worse. With each drink the ants and the kicking
got worse. Finally I drank the whold fifth to knock myself out
and then suffered for three days from a combination of narcotics
withdrawal and a hangover. DO NOT DRINK DURING WITHDRAWAL!!
I have been hanging in their and refusing to do any narcotics
or mind altering substances of any sort. I had been keeping
in touch with two people that detoxed at the same time I did
(at the same hospital). Both had almost the exact same situation
to I did and were having the same withdrawal symptoms. UNfortunately
one gave up on day 23 and one gave up on day 25. They simply
could not take the mental suffering anymore. IT is a damn shame
because on about day 30 I began to feel slightly better. For
30 days it had not changed on bit. They gave up just a few days
too soon. After 20+ days of Hell they gave up and will eventually
have to either go through it again or die. Today is the best
day I have had yet. I do not feel "good" but I have
been able to do some laundry, clean the kitchen and go for a
walk. As pathetic as that sounds it is much much more than I
could do a few days ago. The buzzing in my head has stopped,
The shaking has subsided mostly and I am kicking only for an
hour or so at night now. My sleep has returned and I think this
has a big part to do with why my recovery is beginning. I know
now that I can most likely look forward to feeling a little
bit better each day.
ADVICE
FOR ANYONE IN OC WITHDRAWAL OR CONSIDERING DOING IT:
1) DO IT. IF YOU DO NOT YOUR LIFE WILL CONTINUE TO BE HELL AND
YOU WILL DIE OR GO TO JAIL. IT IS PAINFULL BUT SO ARE THE ALTERNITIVES.
YOU WILL EVENTUALLY BECOME IMMUNE TO THE EFFECTS OF OC AND WILL
BE DOING THEM ONLY TO AVOID BEING SICK
2)
DO NOT EXPECT A FEW DAYS OF SYMPTOMS AND THEN BE ABLE TO RETURN
TO LIFE AS NORMALL. THE MAJOR PHYSICAL SYMPTOMS WILL LAST AT
LEAST 5-10 DAYS AND THE DEPRESSION WILL LAST AT LEAST A FEW
WEEKS. I RECOMMEND YOU MAKE ARRANGEMENTS TO BE TOTALLY OUT OF
COMMISSION FOR AT LEAST A MONTH. MOST LIKELY YOU WILL BE COMPLETELY
UNABLE TO WORK UNLESS YOU RETURN TO NARCOTICS USE.
3)
EXPECT A PAINFULL AND LINGERING ORDEAL AND MAKE UP YOUR MIND
TO ENDURE IT. IT WILL NOT BE EASY BUT IT WILL BE WORTH IT. IT
HAS BEEN EXTREMELY HARD NOT TO GIVE UP OVER THE LAST MONTH BUT
NOW THAT I AM FEELING BETTER IT WAS WORTH IT. I DO NOT THINK
I COULD DO THIS AGAIN. I HAVE HEARD THAT IT GETS HARDER EACH
TIME YOU WITHDRAW. I DO NOT INTEND TO EVER HAVE TO WITHDRAW
AGAIN.
I
don't feel great yet but I am FREE!! Anyone who is addicted
knows what I mean by "FREE". Each day is getting better
and I know the worst is behind me.
NIGHTMARE:
coming off oxycontin [1] (4/1/02 08:30 PM EST)
Withdrawal from oxies is a nightmare. I used to snort two 80mg
pills a day...Withdrawal never set in until the day AFTER I
stopped. As a result, I made the ridiculous assumption that
when and if I finally went cold turkey...it'd just be a day
or maybe two - I could hack it. Well...after 2-3 solid weeks
of abuse by snorting the stuff - I decided it was out of hand...physically
as well as financially. Lets be clear - the high is great. Takes
you out of the worst depression to provide intsant euphoria
that turns negative feelings into positive ones. But get ready
- when you stop...you will be thrust into hell. COld sweats...especially
when trying to sleep. IF you snorted...yu wont be able to breathe
for a week. BUt the cold sweats were the worst - feels like
you have 103 degree fever, and you can't tell if you or hot
or cold - playing with the thermostat is fruitless...no matter
how you set the temperature in your car, or yuor apartment -
it will not compensate for the cold sweats. YOu cant tell if
you are so uncomfortable due to heat or cold, and your skin
is clammy ans sweaty with goose bumps. Then - there's the depression
- mentally, the facade of happy and positive feelings are cut
out from under you - and you can only imagine how depressed
you get. ONce the withdrawal is finally over - oh how great
it is.
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